Random-ness By Me

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We're looking forward to giving away a super awesome prize that I really want to keep for myself but clearly can't!!! lol

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i told someone how i felt. it was in an email, but still. i told them.

and i'm a little worried of the backlash.

on the other hand, i saw half of last weeks dollhouse when echo was wiped in the middle of an engagement, and my vacation time off was approved.

i'm going on a roadtrip to florida in may. i'm really excited. my bills are like so close to be caught up!!! thank god.

So I guess I'm not really supposed to disclose anything from work on account of just classifying everything as NPI, Non-Public Information.

So I can't really say much, but this is what I do. People with prepaid cards call me asking why there money is not on the card, where it is, when will it get there, if transactions have been posted, who they need to call, how to change pins if they can update personal info, requesting money transfers, requesting replacement cards or suspending or closing accounts.

When I say prepaid cards, I do not mean merchant cards. I mean merchant cards...lol and like unemployment cards and stuff like that. Reg prepaid visa cards and shit like that.

It's pretty easy.

This is the extent of my typing and data entry requirements.

adv ch account has is closed due to neg bal because of atm fees. adv ch to deposit funds before account can be reopened.

or this one...

please trans funds to card xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to xxxxxxxxxxxxx

or even this

0.00 (This means o balance. -balance inquiry)

So thats basically what I do. Other than the whole talking to people and stuff. I talk to people mostly in Alabama sometimes from surrounding southern states or Utah. haha

Bonus. I can't remember if I ever finished reading Timequake One so I'm rereading. Can't wait to decorate my cubicle!!!!

I had a freak out today. I was suffocating.

I was having a damn anxiety attack and then later in the day I just had a freak out.

I think the whole idea of being an actual adult is starting to freak me out. I spent the entire weekend in bed instead of up north with my friends. I finally went outside today. haha I had to go and pick up my brother and then myself and the family went out to eat. Had battered shrimp. It was pretty good.

My step dad is going to Mexico tomorrow. He decided today! And then bought the ticket like an hour later! But yeah, so he is going to Mexico and Myself, my mother and my brother are planning on going to the dells. Then Monday I start work.

I don't want to!!!! But I need to pay my bills and I can't stop jiggling my damn leg!!!

I did try and keep busy this weekend. I watched a marathon of Stargate Atlantis that went from like 3pm yesterday until 4am this morning. Want to watch some more. So I'll probably go watch some in a bit. I also got all my laundry back clean and fresh! Yeah! I came up with 14 damn One Shots. I only did this because I was having trouble actually concentrating on the other bs.

At least I got somewhere.

And yes, Andrew is seriously make me mad.

Oh and before I forget, I'm looking for Ronan Dex Icons and also Legend of the Seeker Icons, oh and also Emmett Cullen Icons, if you have any idea where I can find some. Please let me know. kthnxbye

Whoa! I'm so pissed off. The city of Milwaukee is a total bitch.

I'm going to file a lawsuit or something!

Anyways, I'm really close to getting this job! I still need to get an interview with the company, but I had a good score, good references and good employment history! I have to get it!

Saturday, Michelle and I went to a Menomenee Falls bar, and there was this Aussie. He was hot. I almost want to go on craigslist and make a missed connections link! I decided to go and play pool, so Michelle followed and walked past him. I was about to pass him, when he starts talking to me. Stunned, I look, of course, retarded. When I'm being stupid, the only thing I can do is smile. A lot.

When I'm drunk, I'm able to engage them better. But not relatively sober.

We played pool. He made weird faces while smoking. Played crazy gangsta techno music. Might I add, that when I'm drunk I play pool pretty good. Since I wasn't drunk, we didn't play good.

Played darts. Okay. They like to play Cricket. It's where you have to get three hits on numbers 20-15, as well as the bullseye. That would be okay, because I'm okay at darts. What I don't like, is when two of the players already have the three necessary for that specific number, if you don't hurry and close it out, when their dart lands on that number they get that many points. That is how I always lose.

Stupid crickets!

Well, it's almost Noon, and I need to do something productive! Like go cash my check. That will help. A little. Well okay. Not really. Damn!

Well this Christmas was thoroughly surprising.

Since we do Secret Santa, I got my couple a pajama set for her and a Four Superman Movie collection. I got them both the new Paula Dean Cookware set. It's so awesome.

Last year, I had bought these collage frames but I never did anything with them. This year I did. So before I started passing out any presents, I gathered everyone and said that each family gets one. I had these for an entire year and I finally put them together. My present was so awesome. Everyone loved theirs. So that was great.

I had basic books and movies on my wishlist because I didn't know what to ask for. What I really want is a job. So that would have been the best. But I still got stuff that I love. My brother gave me a Scarf, Glove, and Hat set. Which is so nice. I love him!! My Uncle and Aunt got me Series II of Doctor Who! I was so damn excited and basically in disbelief when I opened it. I immediately ran over to them and gave them a big hug. I wanted to leave and go watch it right then. My Grandma got me a pajama set. My other Aunt and Uncle got me a cookie recipe book. Which has like 5000 recipes! I am so excited to try some out! I can't wait!

But the biggest surprise came at the end of the night. Normally, since we go to my Aunt's for Christmas, my parents and sibling come home and go to sleep. We wake up on Christmas day and open the presents we got each other. Something special we do on our own. Well this year, my brother couldnt wait. So we opened them up. I got three gift cars for BP Gas!!!, Subway!!!, and Starbucks!!!!!. I thought that was it, and my mom said nope! There is one more. My brother and I had matching boxes so we opened them together. I was so surprised. My parents got us each 19inch Flat screen tvs with built in dvd players.

Suffice it to say I was really surprised. Especially since I had told my mom that I couldn't think of anything that I had to have. I like lots of small things. So thats what I expected.

I do have to say, this was one of the best Christmas' EXCEPT for when I had a mild allergy attack and fell asleep for a half hour on my Grandma's bed. Other than that, it was great. Oh yeah, the baking for two straight days and uncontrollable moods of frustration could have been left out, but we'll take what we can get. lol

Now I need to sleep. Tomorrow we are going on vacation! Hape your Christmas was as good as mine was.

Well I know it's not Christmas, but it sure feels like it.

Anna and I just exchanged presents and I got a lovely Snow Patrol Cd (*squee*), Twilight Book, and I Heart Huckabees (2-Disc)!!!!

I love my gifts. But my gift totally pwnd hers so she says she this is only Part One. Hahahah. Yeah well I did go over our budget by like 20 to thirty dollars. I mean everything was less than $3 if you don't count the one $30, the one $10, and the other $15 dollar gift.

My finger hurts. I was cleaning the blender and wasn't paying attention and I hit the point of the blade like a mm into my nail. Not far, but hurts like a bitch. I washed it in soap and water. So hopefully it won't get infected, but hurts like hell right now and it's already been a couple hours. Gotta keep an eye out for tomorrow. Make sure it don't get dusky.

Noodle may or may not have school tomorrow. If he does, I have to go buy cookies. If he doesn't, then I'm stuck here with him and the step-dad. And that's too many for a whole day. Please to be alone.

I'm supposed to go to the Dells next Friday, but I will only go if certain events don't happen. If they do, I'm staying. I think.

I really need to watch this movie! Well I guess I'm gonna go. I hope my finger isn't infected...

OMG yo

So I finished wrapping Anna's present. I swear to GOD if she has this, I'm gonna go crazy. Do you know how many stores I went to to look for something like this?

BTW, I want a Chinese Puzzle Box.

I got a call yesterday from a job and they said they were sending an email application and to fill it out. Okay. Will do. Well today I get a call from another lady with a temp place wanting me to send my resume. She said she would also send an email so that I knew it was her. Okay. Will do. Well I check and there is only the one email from the first person. Not the second. WTF?

I mean send it. I need a job. If I get this other job, well thats great. Just not sure if its a good position or not. Well hopefully. I mean one day it is my dream to be either Pam, Jim, or Dwight. Anyone of their jobs and personalities will do. lol

It's hella cold down here. I need to wrap other presents, I need to pay bills. I need to do something pronto.

Ok for serious?

Could you please stop shutting down? kthanxbye.

I need to get away from Lj for a moment.

Spies! Everywhere. Seriously...

But how do I restart a relationship with someone when they don't respond to me?

Explain it.

Oh and...

There's a danger in loving some body too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Sometimes love just ain't enough.

Damn you Patty Smith! Damn you!

For all the IJ users who don't use LJ or Facebook, (=P) this is my About Me section on Facebook.

So I've made a real mess of things lately.

And I'm finally ready to deal with my mistakes. I'm ready to cut people out of my life.

Is that bad? I hope not. I don't know if its the right thing, but I know I cant continue like this.

I believe it has been stress and jealousy that has kept me in a perpetual state of sickness since February. The month that fucked up my life.

So this is the end of it. Of friendships and lost causes. I've done it before. Only now do I realize how effective it was with one person.

But its time again.

And I'm going into this regretting every decision I make. But it has to be done. I can't keep living for the possibilities when the probabilities are low. I learned that five years ago. I can't believe I didn't remember.

I'm sick of this situation being a joke between myself and friends.

"Silly boy, gonna make you cry!"

With this new mindset, I have to go to work. Wish I could cut that out of my life too. I mean that is the place where all this shit started. And I have a feeling its starting again. Damn. See you all soon. And if you haven't noticed, I'm not dead. Surprising, I know.

Also, I've been listening to Shiny Toy Guns a lot. I love their cd. I'm so glad I was at Alverno one day last semester and heard it. It really has opened my eyes to a new genre of music...Dance. Oh yes. Totally awesome. But I've found myself listening to it A LOT!!!! After five months its all I can stand at the moment.

"Gonna fuck up your ego. Silly boy, Gonna make you cry" Yup, thats from above. I can't stop repeating myself. Argh!! See yah

Oh dear god.

AIM gets me into trouble. But I like this trouble.

So today was fun. I woke up really early.

Oh, did I tell you that I didnt get out of work till 11.47pm? Yup. But that was Monday night.

So anyways, woke up early. Fell back asleep. Woke up and went to Omegas and then went random shopping.

Traci picked me up and we went to the DA or rather the DMV. She had HP on the brain, I think. But we went there and I got my license renewed. Then we went to Mayfair and had lunch a panera. Then we went a window shopping for the most part. Headed back home to pick up some of the family and headed over to my Gran's. We had cake and food and I gots monies.

It was a good first day.

Now I dont know about tonight. So idk. Anna? Not sure. But I still need to clean my room even if she doesn't come over.

Plus Day Two is tomorrow and I can't wait. Wee. and I desperately want my laptop. That was my gift to myself. So en donde esta? Yo no se. Shoot.

Por la gracia de dios, llegara pronto. Porque lo quiero ahorrita. Pero ahorritita!!!!!

My birthday is tomorrow. I'm not that excited for it. Although I've got lots planned for the next three days.

Today, I'm working the Sales Floor at work. I told the supervisor last week that I needed more hours and she put my name as available and then asked later that day if I was interested in a SF and I said okay why not.

So I'll be in Mens & Shoes or Jewelry. Not really excited. Cause I might have to stay till 11.303pm. And I don't like that. Plus, I'll have a walkie and I'll have to do price checks and stuff for the department and I actually have to say CIHYFS. I dont want to. I hate that.

But tomorrow, after todays sucky day, I'm waking up at 7am to go to breakfast with my mom and she's going to buy me stuff and then she's giving me money for school books and tuition and then later in the day we're going to my Gran's for my birthday celebration. And after that Anna is coming over and we're going to throw back a couple o' shots. Of course it will be in my room where no one will see. Since I'm not 21 and all. But boo to that law.

Wednesday is full of stuff I dont know about. Traci, Anna, Rolla, Nick, Asha, and I are going out and I dont know what we are doing. But it better be lots o' fun.

Those are my plans for the next three days.

Can you believe I wont turn 20 till 11.29pm tomorrow night? How redic! See yah!